nihlisticlove

Life's beautifully meaningless, and we try to give it meaning. Fucking it up. Like spitting on a masterpiece. I guess it's because people are afraid, that if they don't give us some artificial meaning there arrogance will be exposed. They don't see the meaning in this abstract art piece. They don't see the beauty in this stew of color. They're too blind to notice that they're letting the storm pass without a good chase. They scream and they shout "live my way, my way is the only way" they don't realize what's passing them.

Sitting by the dictch, talking about everything, talking about nothing. We're happy, we're sad. I've never felt so warm, I've never been so happy. I'm losing myself in the water below our feet. I'm losing my mind in the lore of your voice. What's this warmth I feel? I wish I could stay here.

I'm so tired of giving up and I'm sick of being such a loser. I wish I weren't so pathetic I wish I could give more, I take too much. I wish I weren't so small, so beat up. I wish I weren't me.

With hatred in their heart they go to war. With judgement in their heart they forget their fellow man. Love is dead, it's a meaningless word. Humanity is dead, it's a meaningless word. Oh, how I wish they'd just stop. How I wish they'd remember what it means, what it means to actually love, to actually care.